week 38: twisted

the last two weeks have been, difficult. the last several months actually have been extremely trying. i thought that i was ready to talk about what i've been going through, but i haven't really been able to get it down in a coherent manner, and i have a bit more work left on moving through this unpleasantness. 

i have been stressed, anxious, depressed and more, and oddly enough,  while i don't want to face and feel what i have been, i haven't been tempted to medicate myself the way i did for so many years and that's something i guess.

still, this whole "life" thing... it isn't fair and it isn't easy. 

i know that this has been incredibly self-indulgent, and for that, i apologize.